The Life of a Splodge
By Anisa / Spinebreakers Crew
What is my life like you ask? Well for starters, I don’t really have a life. I mean, lets be honest, if you have no one to share your life with, no one who truly cares for you; then all there is, is you.
And living life alone isn’t much like living.
Besides, I don’t see anyone anyway. Most of the time people are just blurs, because that’s the way I like it. That way I don’t have to watch their faces, their expressions. That way I don’t have to feel that churning emptiness in my stomach as I notice an eyebrow raise, a mouth open, a little girl screeching. That way I don’t have to be reminded of the monster in the mirror. Me.
They can’t help it, I know, its human nature. But I can’t help it either, I know its God’s nature.
So that’s why today, the first day of January and the start of a brand-new year, will be the turning point in my mind and my lifeless life. Because tomorrow, I’m going to start killing God.